The worst 2 yrs of my miserable life.

School memories ahhh!! ppl keep talking abt this when they leave school and join college.
most ppl consider the 11th and 12th to be the best in school,but it wasnt for me.My decision to leave Vidya mandir and join anna gem really cost me a lot.The main reason i joined anna gem was that my bro did his 11th and 12th over there and had a whale of a time. of course his Princi was one mr.loudraj who also happened to be my dad's maths teacher in school.When it was time for me to join the princi had changed and the school had changed from good to bad.I really had no clue abt this. My marks weren't great but they weren't bad or anything,it was nothing to talk abt thats it.

I got a seat when i went for the interview and decided to join the school.The school campus was great,a large ground a lot of freedom but the only minus point was that there was no canteen.but it dint matter much.
so school started sometime in june or july(not sure abt that)and i went to school,The guys seemed pretty normal but somehow i missed Vm a lot.I guess this caused a mental block in me cause i found some major faults with everyonee and decided to stay away from some of them,I found it really tough to make some good friends cause Most ppl had already formed a group and it was bad,Like this group of guys who called themselves "Dawooth" were supposed to be filled with rowdies,I really dint give a damn abt them so i just stayed away from them.

There was this small group of guys who had come from chettinad vidyashram,they had their own group but yet again i couldn't join it,rather i kept away from this group cause they would waste money and would act like they own the school and stuff like that.


For the first time ever i hated school,i dint want to go to school at all.It always used to be that i would go to school and be alone most of the time.Life really sucked at that time nothing was going rite,I wasn't studying properly,I failed in most of the test i wrote, i couldnt do anything properly.used to get blasted by most of the teachers,(i dont want to talk abt those things).

I NEVER went out with any of the groups,i found that ppl were crazy and insolent boors,they never cared abt others.I guess my present mind set has come due to this, i've stopped caring abt other ppl i dont give a damn as to wat happens to them and as bond says "live and let die".Let them rot in hell.

I always tried to keep in touch with the vm guys but found that most of them had already formed new groups and i couldnt fit into any of them.Tried to keep in touch by calling some of them but later realised that i was acting like a pest by calling and bugging them.The fact that almost all of them had enrolled for various tutions made sure that they dint have an iota of free time,On the other hand i never went for any tution and had lots of free time.It usually meant that i was at home doing nothing at all talking to absolutely no one.
just imagine 2 yrs of school and all u do is go to school be alone,fail in watever test u write,get caught for sleeping in class and other stuff like that.And the fact that i was supposed to be in "12th" was reason enough for my parents to shout at me whenever i sat on the comp or switched on the tv(i dint have cable at all) or went out for a movie.

The happiest day in my life was during the farewell day in school,while most ppl were sad and were on the verge of crying i was happy,happy for once in this fu**** up school.I never did go to the school ever again,just once after the exams to meet the teachers.No fond memories nothing,i dont give a damn abt that school anymore,why should i? after all it spoiled my life,2 yrs 2 whole yrs wasted because of this school.


sometimes i wonder if my life would have been diffrent i had continued in Vm.i wonder......