"Time to take control of my sad sorry life"

Have you ever felt that you are really wasting your life?? i mean all u do is something that nobody cares abt and it really affects ur life.Or when u look back in life and think abt all the great things that u have ever done and u realise that its a blank page?
well i'm in that kinda state rite now..
lately i feel that i've wasted soo much of time by doing something that makes no diffrence in my life.

yup u guess it right... been wasting too much of time playing games on the comp.. i've become a freakin game freak.all i ever do these days is just sit right in front of the comp and play. well this is how i've been spending my weekdays for a long time now.

*play on the comp till abt 1 at nite.

*get up at 6.30 and get ready for collge.

*somehow manage to catch the bus on time.

*sleep in he bus till it reaches college.

*go to class and wait till the prof comes. once he stars taking class i return to snooze land.

*i've been granted this spl POWER by god. i can stand and sleep and this really helps in most of the dumb lab classes.

*eat in the canteen during lunch and return to class to sleep.

*after college go to the bus and sleep till i reach my stop.

*reach home and shit!!!i just cant sleep.why?? cause i slept too much in college.so what do i do now??? what else.. play on the comp.
once i start playing its really tough for me to stop. this has affected me in a lot of ways..

it becomes really tough to recognise some ppl.. and i really mean it.i dont really know whats happening in class(this happens even if i dont play).

all of a sudden i realise that we have to submit some assignment in coll.but really doesnt matter,cause anyway i'll be going to coll and starting the assignment.

weekends are diffrent.. i sleep till abt 9 and then play for the rest of he game.


but i really need to take control of my life. i dont have time to read the nooze paper cause i'm too busy playing on the comp.

Readers of the blogs(if there are any). i'm in great need of ur "valuable" suggestion . plz tell me how to stop wasting so much time on the comp.

now i dont want any fuckwit shrink telling me to unplug the comp cause that aint posible in a million years.



p.s:i managed to write this article cause the game i was playing turned out to be too tough and i badly needed a break.

Back to the last 2 benches:))!!!

long time since i posted anything.. been like that cause i've been wasting my time playing online for hours together.


anyway its july 10th and back to college:( but got to meet my friends after a long time. new class room and we first ran to occupy the last 2 benches as usual.Most of the teachers came and crapped abt which subject they are supposed to teacher.Got the biggest shock when i found out that we're having the same shitty bitch of teacher for maths as last time.We decided to give her a heck a lot of trouble as last time and started by coming late for the class.
Maam :WHERE WERE U BOYS?????
s: went to drink water maam...
Maam:WHAT WATER???
s:ehh... drinking water.

Well she did get annoyed and refused to give us attendance(yeah, like we give a damn). worst part was that she started taking class. i mean come on ,its the first day of coll and all the teachers have already started taking class.we also came to know tht maths maam has given us some real crappy internal marks. she actually gave us internal marks based on our internal tests. it was then that i realised that i had no chance of passing in the exam.My maths internal marks were something like this.
test1 : 4/100
test2 : 45/100
test3 : 12/100

so realised that my internal marks would be less than 5.sad! but i dont give a damn rite now..

problem is i still dont know most of the subjects that i have for this sem but i know one subject which wont be good because of the teacher who's taking it. yes it the dear rhino(sudha) who's going to take it. we'll ppl say that she's not a bad teacher,but she cant even spell the name of the subject properly. and the name is not even difficult,the subject is OOPS(object oriented piece of shit).
the way she spells it and pronounces it is just to hilarious.

Sudha : i'm taking OOBS for u this sem.
Nirmal(aka domer): did she just say OOPS or OOBS???
Vijay: cracked some sad pj that i dont remeber.
the way she pronounced it was really hilarious.. it was as though she said _____(most of u ppl will know what it is) .
But what really shocked me was that she dint know the spelling of COBOL. she actually wrote it as GOBOL and pronounced it as GOBAL(Gopal).
really sad man.. i mean she's going to take some comp subject for us.. but most seniors say that she is good and will help us a lot. we'll at least happy abt that fact.

Next biggest shock:they actually renovated the canteen and it looks decent. but the fuckin good for nothing pricks changed the entire menu.. we used to have some good stuff in the canteen before like chaat and fried rice. but all we have now is meals and some dumb bakery shit.Going to shove one of those stale cakes up their sorry ass one day.we actually had to walk a long way and had an odd luch outside coll. the odd lunch that we had consiste of a slice,some butter milk,groundnut sweet crap and some bananas.

Last and worst shock of all:we had some spl MEETING for the IT and CS depts in the so called auditorium.we'll the princi comes and drones abt some implant hearing aid or some implant training crap.And finally he comes to the new rules to be followed.
NO TSHIRTS OR JEANS PANTS,NO SANDALS AND SHIT LIKE THAT.Was really shocked but then found out that they would try to do this at the start of every academic year and it would always leed to a strike.so nothing to worry abt.

well i guess thats all for now. nothing out of the odinary,usual college day for me.
just hope that this sem doesnt turn out to be as sucky as the previos sem.