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"Time to take control of my sad sorry life"

Have you ever felt that you are really wasting your life?? i mean all u do is something that nobody cares abt and it really affects ur life.Or when u look back in life and think abt all the great things that u have ever done and u realise that its a blank page?
well i'm in that kinda state rite now..
lately i feel that i've wasted soo much of time by doing something that makes no diffrence in my life.

yup u guess it right... been wasting too much of time playing games on the comp.. i've become a freakin game freak.all i ever do these days is just sit right in front of the comp and play. well this is how i've been spending my weekdays for a long time now.

*play on the comp till abt 1 at nite.

*get up at 6.30 and get ready for collge.

*somehow manage to catch the bus on time.

*sleep in he bus till it reaches college.

*go to class and wait till the prof comes. once he stars taking class i return to snooze land.

*i've been granted this spl POWER by god. i can stand and sleep and this really helps in most of the dumb lab classes.

*eat in the canteen during lunch and return to class to sleep.

*after college go to the bus and sleep till i reach my stop.

*reach home and shit!!!i just cant sleep.why?? cause i slept too much in college.so what do i do now??? what else.. play on the comp.
once i start playing its really tough for me to stop. this has affected me in a lot of ways..

it becomes really tough to recognise some ppl.. and i really mean it.i dont really know whats happening in class(this happens even if i dont play).

all of a sudden i realise that we have to submit some assignment in coll.but really doesnt matter,cause anyway i'll be going to coll and starting the assignment.

weekends are diffrent.. i sleep till abt 9 and then play for the rest of he game.


but i really need to take control of my life. i dont have time to read the nooze paper cause i'm too busy playing on the comp.

Readers of the blogs(if there are any). i'm in great need of ur "valuable" suggestion . plz tell me how to stop wasting so much time on the comp.

now i dont want any fuckwit shrink telling me to unplug the comp cause that aint posible in a million years.



p.s:i managed to write this article cause the game i was playing turned out to be too tough and i badly needed a break.

Back to the last 2 benches:))!!!

long time since i posted anything.. been like that cause i've been wasting my time playing online for hours together.


anyway its july 10th and back to college:( but got to meet my friends after a long time. new class room and we first ran to occupy the last 2 benches as usual.Most of the teachers came and crapped abt which subject they are supposed to teacher.Got the biggest shock when i found out that we're having the same shitty bitch of teacher for maths as last time.We decided to give her a heck a lot of trouble as last time and started by coming late for the class.
Maam :WHERE WERE U BOYS?????
s: went to drink water maam...
Maam:WHAT WATER???
s:ehh... drinking water.

Well she did get annoyed and refused to give us attendance(yeah, like we give a damn). worst part was that she started taking class. i mean come on ,its the first day of coll and all the teachers have already started taking class.we also came to know tht maths maam has given us some real crappy internal marks. she actually gave us internal marks based on our internal tests. it was then that i realised that i had no chance of passing in the exam.My maths internal marks were something like this.
test1 : 4/100
test2 : 45/100
test3 : 12/100

so realised that my internal marks would be less than 5.sad! but i dont give a damn rite now..

problem is i still dont know most of the subjects that i have for this sem but i know one subject which wont be good because of the teacher who's taking it. yes it the dear rhino(sudha) who's going to take it. we'll ppl say that she's not a bad teacher,but she cant even spell the name of the subject properly. and the name is not even difficult,the subject is OOPS(object oriented piece of shit).
the way she spells it and pronounces it is just to hilarious.

Sudha : i'm taking OOBS for u this sem.
Nirmal(aka domer): did she just say OOPS or OOBS???
Vijay: cracked some sad pj that i dont remeber.
the way she pronounced it was really hilarious.. it was as though she said _____(most of u ppl will know what it is) .
But what really shocked me was that she dint know the spelling of COBOL. she actually wrote it as GOBOL and pronounced it as GOBAL(Gopal).
really sad man.. i mean she's going to take some comp subject for us.. but most seniors say that she is good and will help us a lot. we'll at least happy abt that fact.

Next biggest shock:they actually renovated the canteen and it looks decent. but the fuckin good for nothing pricks changed the entire menu.. we used to have some good stuff in the canteen before like chaat and fried rice. but all we have now is meals and some dumb bakery shit.Going to shove one of those stale cakes up their sorry ass one day.we actually had to walk a long way and had an odd luch outside coll. the odd lunch that we had consiste of a slice,some butter milk,groundnut sweet crap and some bananas.

Last and worst shock of all:we had some spl MEETING for the IT and CS depts in the so called auditorium.we'll the princi comes and drones abt some implant hearing aid or some implant training crap.And finally he comes to the new rules to be followed.
NO TSHIRTS OR JEANS PANTS,NO SANDALS AND SHIT LIKE THAT.Was really shocked but then found out that they would try to do this at the start of every academic year and it would always leed to a strike.so nothing to worry abt.

well i guess thats all for now. nothing out of the odinary,usual college day for me.
just hope that this sem doesnt turn out to be as sucky as the previos sem.

oye sardar!!!

My dear Sony Singh,

I am in a well here and hoping you are also in a well there.

I'm writing this letter slowly, because I know you cannot read fast.

We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen 20 miles from home, so we moved 20 miles.

I won't be able to send the address as the last Sardar who stayed here took the house numbers with them for their new house so they would not have to change their address. Hopefully by next week we will be able to take our earlier address plate here, and that our address will remain same too.

This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine, situated right above the toilet I'm not sure it works too well.

Last week I put in 3 shirts, pulled the chain and haven't seen them since.
The weather here isn't too bad. It rained only twice last week. The first time it rained for 3 days and second time for 4 days.

The coat you wanted me to send you, your Aunt said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with all the metal buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pocket.

Your father has another job. He has 500 men under him. He is cutting the grass at the cemetery.

By the way I took Bahu to our club's poolside. The manager is Badmash. He told her that two piece swimming suit is not allowed in his club. We were confused as to which piece should we remove?

Your sister had a baby this morning. I haven't found out whether it is a girl or a boy, so I don't know whether you are an Aunt or Uncle.

Your uncle, Jetinder fell in the nearby well. Some men tried to pull him out, but he fought them off bravely and drowned. We cremated him and he burned for three days.

There isn't much more news this time. Nothing much has happened.
Love - Mom.

P.S. Sony Singh, I was going to send you some money but by the time I realized, I had already sealed off this letter




i will write some ORIGINAL articles after a couple of days..

"Reservations in India"

Manmohan Singh to Bush: We are sending Indians to the moon next year.
Bush : Wow! How Many?
Manmohan Singh : 25 - OBC 25 - SC 20 - ST 5 - Handicapped 5 - Sports Persons 5 - Terrorist Affected 5 - Kashmiri Migrants 9 - Politicians / Freedom fighter / Govt. Emp. and if possible 1 – Astronnaut

"whoa!!"

The worst 2 yrs of my miserable life.

School memories ahhh!! ppl keep talking abt this when they leave school and join college.
most ppl consider the 11th and 12th to be the best in school,but it wasnt for me.My decision to leave Vidya mandir and join anna gem really cost me a lot.The main reason i joined anna gem was that my bro did his 11th and 12th over there and had a whale of a time. of course his Princi was one mr.loudraj who also happened to be my dad's maths teacher in school.When it was time for me to join the princi had changed and the school had changed from good to bad.I really had no clue abt this. My marks weren't great but they weren't bad or anything,it was nothing to talk abt thats it.

I got a seat when i went for the interview and decided to join the school.The school campus was great,a large ground a lot of freedom but the only minus point was that there was no canteen.but it dint matter much.
so school started sometime in june or july(not sure abt that)and i went to school,The guys seemed pretty normal but somehow i missed Vm a lot.I guess this caused a mental block in me cause i found some major faults with everyonee and decided to stay away from some of them,I found it really tough to make some good friends cause Most ppl had already formed a group and it was bad,Like this group of guys who called themselves "Dawooth" were supposed to be filled with rowdies,I really dint give a damn abt them so i just stayed away from them.

There was this small group of guys who had come from chettinad vidyashram,they had their own group but yet again i couldn't join it,rather i kept away from this group cause they would waste money and would act like they own the school and stuff like that.


For the first time ever i hated school,i dint want to go to school at all.It always used to be that i would go to school and be alone most of the time.Life really sucked at that time nothing was going rite,I wasn't studying properly,I failed in most of the test i wrote, i couldnt do anything properly.used to get blasted by most of the teachers,(i dont want to talk abt those things).

I NEVER went out with any of the groups,i found that ppl were crazy and insolent boors,they never cared abt others.I guess my present mind set has come due to this, i've stopped caring abt other ppl i dont give a damn as to wat happens to them and as bond says "live and let die".Let them rot in hell.

I always tried to keep in touch with the vm guys but found that most of them had already formed new groups and i couldnt fit into any of them.Tried to keep in touch by calling some of them but later realised that i was acting like a pest by calling and bugging them.The fact that almost all of them had enrolled for various tutions made sure that they dint have an iota of free time,On the other hand i never went for any tution and had lots of free time.It usually meant that i was at home doing nothing at all talking to absolutely no one.
just imagine 2 yrs of school and all u do is go to school be alone,fail in watever test u write,get caught for sleeping in class and other stuff like that.And the fact that i was supposed to be in "12th" was reason enough for my parents to shout at me whenever i sat on the comp or switched on the tv(i dint have cable at all) or went out for a movie.

The happiest day in my life was during the farewell day in school,while most ppl were sad and were on the verge of crying i was happy,happy for once in this fu**** up school.I never did go to the school ever again,just once after the exams to meet the teachers.No fond memories nothing,i dont give a damn abt that school anymore,why should i? after all it spoiled my life,2 yrs 2 whole yrs wasted because of this school.


sometimes i wonder if my life would have been diffrent i had continued in Vm.i wonder......